TIRED & LOST!!!

recently felt veri drained out of energy cos of work. nvr felt tis 'hopeless' n tired since my sji times haix... @ least the ppl im working wif r nice =). but work made me realize hw senseless sum products' packing is - product so small, package so big lol

i feel very very lost...
- my current life is juz a routine of work;eat;slp, work;eat;slp. dun hav the energy 4 anyting else lately though i TINK i wanna do stuff n enjoy my last mth of 'freedom' b4 becoming a student again

- trying 2 find my place in tat uniformed organization of mine... i noe i will b completely erm sad??? wifout it but still, where do i fit in?
its tiring 2 keep saying 'erm srry i dun understand; can translate into english?' i noe all of u r doing ur best 2 b mindful of my lang prob but its ur habit lol - n habits die hard!
nxt prob is finding 'my crowd' - feel out of place wif both the old n the young lol - old ppl toking too 'mature stuff' tat i dun really wanna tink abt, n i dun even understand even less b able 2 contribute to the young ones' conversations... smetimes envy JL - able 2 b mature yet mixed freely n comfortably wif the young ones. heck, i feel intrusive whenever i join them cos i sumtimes get the feelin tat they wld rather me nt there sighzzz...
then comes the matter of my contribution... wad hav i done so far? hav ane1 benefited? or m i juz a irritating pest?

so all in all, a very big SIGH!!!

on a lighter note,
* SE phones can charge via usb!
* a veri happi b'dae to mantou!!