it's been a long tym since i last blogged. i was too lazy=p... im now reliving two of my past xperiences - one as a student, the other as a trainee
nxt wk i officially start schooling again at ntu. though the study system is like nothing i've gone thru b4, the feeling of anticipation, anxiousness dread n xam phobia is still the same. i haven't even started sch n im alrdy tinking wad will happen if i dun do well! haiz...
at the same time, i've oso enrolled in a course 2 improve my horrendous footdrill n make me a btr footdrill teacher... its hard bcoming a trainee again aft being a trainer 4 like half a decade but i really want 2 improve on my drill... mayb then i will find my sense of purpose in sjab.... mayb
so wish me luck ppl!
recently hav been cing my juniors geting down, emoing arnd for one reason or another n wad pains me is my lack of capability to help/ lift their spirits. its like tis xperience is reinforcing wad i've been feeling for the last 1-2yrs, abt me not being of use 2 the organisation bsides taking up space n making unnecessary noise at meetings... aft 9yrs, sjab has become an impt part of my life n i realli can't imagine my life wifout it. but then agian, i do not want 2 b a burden on my colleagues, the organisation or worse, my juniors! i really hope i find my sense of purpose n soon too..... haiz!
Thursday, July 31, 2008
Monday, July 14, 2008
NFAHNC - the end!
to all the four teams -
THANK YOU!!! u did us proud! despite the setbacks, ur'll persevered n tried ur best and reali, tats all ane1 can ask 4. hopefully, the competition was able to enrich ur'll wif not onli competition skills, but oso life skills.
to the two gals teams,
thx 4 enduring my crappiness, my nagging, my weird ideas and oso my beautiful 'London bridge' during the last 2 weeks. i realli hope tat the competition n the trainings benefited ur'll - nt onli 2 become better SJAB ppl but oso in ur life. the commitment, dedication and perseverance tat ur'll showed impressed me. i reali didn't regret training ur'll - my first time trng a nursing team ever & i hope u dun regret havong to endure my trng too =p
haha i wish i can sae more but i'm one of few wrds - juz hope tat ur'll understand hw much i appreciate ur'll n the effort ur'll put in (i oso, i hope ur'll get 2 read tis entry too! haha)
THANK YOU!!! u did us proud! despite the setbacks, ur'll persevered n tried ur best and reali, tats all ane1 can ask 4. hopefully, the competition was able to enrich ur'll wif not onli competition skills, but oso life skills.
to the two gals teams,
thx 4 enduring my crappiness, my nagging, my weird ideas and oso my beautiful 'London bridge' during the last 2 weeks. i realli hope tat the competition n the trainings benefited ur'll - nt onli 2 become better SJAB ppl but oso in ur life. the commitment, dedication and perseverance tat ur'll showed impressed me. i reali didn't regret training ur'll - my first time trng a nursing team ever & i hope u dun regret havong to endure my trng too =p
haha i wish i can sae more but i'm one of few wrds - juz hope tat ur'll understand hw much i appreciate ur'll n the effort ur'll put in (i oso, i hope ur'll get 2 read tis entry too! haha)
Monday, July 7, 2008
busy weekends
the last weekend was jammed packed wif events as per usual - trng, ndp duty, rockamania duty
nat com trng wif the gals,
gd 2 see ur'll r taking our advice 2 heart. rite nw all i wanna say is JIAYOUZ n keep motivating one another yah
ndp duty
missed AP for the second yr to attend the duty =( but i guess it was necessary. duty was as per usual, no charlies. nothing remarkable abt the duty per sae but had the chance to watch the entire show.
rockamania 2008
ppl running up the walls haha but it was fun. really admire them 4 they speed agility n strength. nothing much really, gt to xplore tp abit though. n the ppl there were fun too
other stuff
- stopped working, preparing to start sch
my last work place was nice, work was tough but the rest did help out when they can. was touched especially when ppl stay back during breaks/ aft work juz 2 help instead of letting me clear the work on my own.
- juz made up my mind 2 challenge myself n get involved in a course tat teaches tings i generally wldn't try cos im nt gd at it. hope i pass!
- recently i hav been spending my weekends wif sjab. i sumtimes feel lye im neglecting my family... hope i find a way 2 balance things soon!
nat com trng wif the gals,
gd 2 see ur'll r taking our advice 2 heart. rite nw all i wanna say is JIAYOUZ n keep motivating one another yah
ndp duty
missed AP for the second yr to attend the duty =( but i guess it was necessary. duty was as per usual, no charlies. nothing remarkable abt the duty per sae but had the chance to watch the entire show.
rockamania 2008
ppl running up the walls haha but it was fun. really admire them 4 they speed agility n strength. nothing much really, gt to xplore tp abit though. n the ppl there were fun too
other stuff
- stopped working, preparing to start sch
my last work place was nice, work was tough but the rest did help out when they can. was touched especially when ppl stay back during breaks/ aft work juz 2 help instead of letting me clear the work on my own.
- juz made up my mind 2 challenge myself n get involved in a course tat teaches tings i generally wldn't try cos im nt gd at it. hope i pass!
- recently i hav been spending my weekends wif sjab. i sumtimes feel lye im neglecting my family... hope i find a way 2 balance things soon!
Wednesday, July 2, 2008
NFAHNC 2008
title looks familiar? lol u're rite - its frm SO's blog
well' i having been torturing 4(at least) gals with my naggy talks but hope they can bring smeting away frm it... echoing wad SO said/wrote we dun mean to hurt ur feelins. we juz wanna b frank cos we value ur time n commitment. do nt take the scolding personally but do, at the same time, reflect on y we gav the scoldings yah... sincerely, at the end of the day, we really want u 2 benefit n do urself proud so JIAYOUZ kiez...
anw, juz a few things -
1. STUDY, PLAN and TRUST!!!
2. Divide & Conquer the manual!
lastly,
U r going into tis as 1 so stay tat way n support one another yupz...
anw, if u wanna share ur comments/complain/feedback abt my training, im all ears. u can find me at sjicpbs@hotmail.com
JIAYOUZ to all!
ps: wad i said abt me being 'disappointed' - it stands. but gd ting is tat its nt written in stone n im sure tat ur'll will make me feel different nxt time. at least i hope tat u will
well' i having been torturing 4(at least) gals with my naggy talks but hope they can bring smeting away frm it... echoing wad SO said/wrote we dun mean to hurt ur feelins. we juz wanna b frank cos we value ur time n commitment. do nt take the scolding personally but do, at the same time, reflect on y we gav the scoldings yah... sincerely, at the end of the day, we really want u 2 benefit n do urself proud so JIAYOUZ kiez...
anw, juz a few things -
1. STUDY, PLAN and TRUST!!!
2. Divide & Conquer the manual!
lastly,
U r going into tis as 1 so stay tat way n support one another yupz...
anw, if u wanna share ur comments/complain/feedback abt my training, im all ears. u can find me at sjicpbs@hotmail.com
JIAYOUZ to all!
ps: wad i said abt me being 'disappointed' - it stands. but gd ting is tat its nt written in stone n im sure tat ur'll will make me feel different nxt time. at least i hope tat u will
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